"Esruc" lyrics

I fear I lost the hope for all
And face myself when I'm alone
You've been stuck in the wrong direction for years

Better to leave when I'm at home
Set a spark to burn it all
But you can't fall back
And can't pretend
That forgiveness starts
When all this talk of confinement
Pushed my world away

To crush my eyes
When you cared the least
I'm certain, that you live within
These hallow walls

To curse my mind
When you cared the least
I'm hurting, when you left
Again I felt it all

I lost my heart
You said it best

I bury all the grief inside me
Take it as you please

You said it best
I want all or nothing

You said it best
I'd do it all for nothing

You said it best

To crush my eyes
When you cared the least
I'm certain, that you live within
These hallow walls

To curse my mind
While behind that mask
You're hurting, you trapped me
In this dance of hope

But you can't fall back
And can't pretend
Left it once
But now you call

But you can't fall back
And can't pretend
Left me here
And I felt it all