"sorry I got huge (also not a euphemism)" lyrics

Usually you know
Said most times you know
Usually you know

Sometimes I get a little real big
Sometimes I get a little real big
Sometimes I get a little
Sometimes I get a little

Usually you know
Most times you know
Usually you know

Sometimes I get a little real big
Sometimes I get a little real big
Sometimes I get a little
Sometimes I get a little (Big)

My therapist said take up space
My little boy said take up space
My old blood said take up space
Sometimes I get a little
Sometimes I get a little
Tired of saying I'm so sorry
I cry if I wanna, it's my party
Tired from holding my tongue and keepin' secrets like I sold crack
It's like blaow, nigga, hold back
Blaow, nigga, hold back
A large pile of unsaids
Fifteen thousand unreads
Staying quiet like
Staying quiet like
You don't wanna sleep wild on a bunk bed
To avoid the bloodshed
Who's the winner in a clean fight?
I'm finna get the green light
My aura's bigger than it seems like
As big as a refrigerator
Staying little till a little later
Back corner of the elevator
Little like the Czar of the Telestrator

Sometimes I get a little real big
Sometimes I get a little real big
Sometimes I get a little
Sometimes I get a little

Usually you know
Most times you know
Usually you know

Sometimes I get a little real big
Sometimes I get a little real big
Sometimes I get a little
Sometimes I get a little

Twenty miles till my shirt sleeves
Put them heart in me
Stay small, be a part of things
Deeper than it pretends to be, shit
I hid my real big from me
The little guy rides in the titan
Get them to memorize the lies of the frightened
Applied science, my true size is sky writing
Sans serif, handed down from my grandparents