"Checkmate" lyrics

This place is bizzarre
Likes bugs, we are trapped
Stuck inside this digital web
Always on guard
Don't wanna abstract
So distract with adventures instead
Delusions in my mind
Dancing inside my head
In the light, I'm blind
Hanging on by a thread

I...
Can't recollect
What has been said
My memory's empty
My thoughts seem to end
Blank in my brain
But my heart aches
As soon as my sight starts to fade

I miss you always
Without you it's like I'm in checkmate, checkmate
It's never the same
I feel like I am going insane, insane
It's dark as the night
Without you it's like I'm in checkmate, checkmate
Don't turn on the light
My memory fails, I'll dissociate

Ansty as hell
Its bugging my senses
Crawling through insanity
We're stuck in this cell
I can't catch my breath
Oblivious as can be
It's triggering
There's something I'm missing
Oh, I'm on the brink
So close but I cannot think

I...
Can't recollect
What has been said
My memory's empty, my thoughts seem to end
Blank in my brain
But my heart aches
As soon as my sight starts to fade

I miss you always
Without you it's like I'm in checkmate, checkmate
It's never the same
I feel like I am going insane, insane
It's dark as the night
Without you it's like I'm in checkmate, checkmate
Don't turn on the light
My memory fails, I'll dissociate

I miss you always
Without you it's like I'm in checkmate, checkmate
It's never the same
I feel like I am going insane, insane
It's dark as the night
Without you it's like I'm in checkmate, checkmate
There's no time to grieve
If there is no queen, there will be no king