"Behold" lyrics

In the essence of the fire
I'm realizing that this is life now
I've tried so hard to keep this feeling
Of feeling sane, mind and body
I tried so hard to keep the demons
The fallen society
The downfall of you and me
In the white halls, we're searching

I am what I am, behold my future
I've tried to wake up and still we're sleeping now
I am what I am, behold my future
I've tried to wake up but life ain't easy

In the presence of the higher
The mesmerizing colors
I've tried so hard to find the healing
Being sane, tired body
I tried so hard to keep the demons in me
Are you me?

I am what I am, behold my future
I've tried to wake up and still we're sleeping now
I am what I am, behold my future
I've tried to wake up but life ain't easy
The things aren't what they used to be

Are all the things the same?
Are we in this dream or day?
Am I just supposed to be me?
Go

Silence, no asking questions, no more journeys
The pills are for sleeping, this is what you will need
You're dreaming, not knowing where you're at, where you'll be
In ten, twenty, fifty years, the white robe ideal
Go

Death is certain, nothing else more can be
No light in the tunnels of this force spinning wheel
Fake it, make it, drown yourself to be free
The white robe ideal, the only thing you'll need
Death is certain, nothing else more can be
No light in the tunnels of this force spinning wheel
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The white robe ideal
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The white robe ideal