"Emerald" lyrics

Hi
It's been a minute since we talked
I just wanted to catch up and maybe see
If you had changed your mind about me
Or if you still think I'm a self-destructive mess
And only listen to the people around me who tell me what I wanna hear
Well, I have grown a lot of ways that you were never here to see
But I guess you don't care at all

Tell me, why is
Everything so, so, so, so serious to you?

I know, I know
Just what you want to hear from me
But I, I won't
I think it's better left unsaid
For you to see
Inside my actions instead of my words
Always fall short of what you think of me