"stoke" lyrics

I remember it all, I mean it wasn't all that long ago
And I still shake when they call and all, I tremble at the tone

Far too many words, I say nothing
When I bite my tongue just to feel something
Then I fight every feeling that's not fair
I try to hit you up, then remember you're not there

And I remember the year
A funeral in my head every day
There should be nothing I fear
But now I fear more of the same

Far too many words, I say nothing
When I bite my tongue just to feel something
Then I fight every feeling that's not fair
Try to figure out every little way you're still there

It's understanding
That you can't be handed
Something like that feeling you gave
Sent me reeling
So I tried to find a way
To keep all that at bay
I'm still coughin' up smoke
From that flame you keep stoked
It's understanding
That you can't be handed
Something like that feeling you gave
Sent me reeling

It's understanding
That you can't be handed
Something like that feeling you gave
Sent me reeling
So I tried to find a way
To keep all that at bay
I'm still coughin' up smoke
From that flame you keep stoked
It's understanding
That you can't be handed
Something like that feeling you gave
Sent me reeling