"wake up next to god" lyrics

How I couldn't wait to make my escape
In the back of a 12-passenger
Give it all you've got
For all that you want
I've been on that hunt

All I know is I wanna wake up next to God

I'm feeling cynical
It all feels so subliminal
Every word you said starts dancing in my head
So back up on the carousel
This one's spinning straight to hell
Maybe I'll figure out what it means
When I mean more to myself

Now I gotta say it for the last time
Do you ever feel like nothing more than a past time?
And with everyday, take these steps away
From a form of self you want to see

I wanna just defuse this bomb

I'm feeling cynical
It all feels so subliminal
Every word you said starts dancing in my head
So back up on the carousel
This one's spinning straight to hell
Maybe I'll figure out what it means
When I mean more to myself

I'm feeling cynical
It all feels so subliminal
Every word you said starts dancing in my head
So back up on the carousel
This one's spinning straight to hell
Maybe I'll figure out what it means
When I mean more to myself