"Girl In The Mirror" lyrics

(I looked in the mirror and I looked like I died)
(And then came back to life)

(Hard drugs, hard drugs, ah-ah)

I think I'll stay off of my phone
For the rest of the year
Sometimes I swear I'm doing fine
But still I need to hear it
It's not that I don't wanna be well liked
But nothing online feels like it's real life
I think I'd rather leave than fear it

And sometimes I hate myself
I wish I could be anybody else

How come I need hard drugs just to calm down a little?
Hold down and get me through the night
I just wanna fall in love with that girl in the mirror
Tell her that she's gonna be alright
I don't wanna get hung up or caught in the middle
Fall from the peak of my life
How come I can't fill me up without hard drugs?
Hard drugs, ah-ah

(Hard drugs, hard drugs, ah-ah)

Some days I wake up and the sun is shining brighter than most
That fleeting feeling could stay happy
But I know that I won't
It's not that I'm ready to die
But I, wish that I could rest in peace some times
But then I wonder where the time goes

How come I need hard drugs just to calm down a little
Hold down and get me through the night
I just wanna fall in love with that girl in the mirror
Tell her that she's gonna be alright
I don't wanna get hung up or caught in the middle
Fall from the peak of my life
How come I can't fill me up without hard drugs
Hard drugs, ah-ah

Hard drugs, hard drugs, ah-ah
Hard drugs, hard drugs

And it's harder to breathe in every time the sun goes down
Getting harder to breathe in (Breathe in)
I was hoping I'd hate it here a little less by now
Hoping I'd hate it (I'd hate it)

I don't wanna need hard drugs just to stare at the ceiling
Trying not to feel like I might die
I don't even do hard drugs but my whole generation's
Addicted to the thought of feeling high
And if everybody's up so high then nobody different
Nobody's someone they like
How come I can't fill me up without hard drugs
Hard drugs, ah-ah

Hard drugs, hard drugs, ah-ah
Hard drugs, hard drugs