"La Familia" lyrics

It kills me when I walk away
But sometimes I just can't stay
I know what you will say
When things don't go your way
So the show goes on and on

Everytime I got to leave
Getting harder can't you see
I do it for my sanity
I do it for the family
Everytime I got to leave
I just need you to believe
I do it for my dignity
I do it for the family

I know exactly what you want
But some things are too far gone
Drifting farther as we go
Like the unborn child that we'll never know
So the show goes on and on
And on and on
It must go on

Everytime I got to leave
Getting harder can't you see
I do it for my sanity
I do it for the family
Everytime I got to leave
I just need you to believe
I do it for my dignity
I do it for the family

Sometimes I wish that I was dead
Dying from everything you said
Just like a bullet through my head
Just like a bullet through my head
Sometimes I wish that I was dead
Dying from everything you said
Just like a bullet through my head

Everytime I got to leave
Getting harder can't you see
I do it for my sanity
I do it for the family
Everytime I got to leave
I just need you to believe
I do it for my dignity
I do it for the family

Sometimes I wish that I was dead
Can't heal from everything you said
Just like a bullet through my head
Just like a bullet through my head