"//In Reflection" lyrics

A legacy, now an echo through space and time
Leaving me trapped in a moment, forever frozen in my mind
God help me now

There's gotta be, gotta be, something that I could've said
To help you move on

I need you to know now
That there's not a day that goes by
Where I don't see your face
I hope that you know now
That time was no healer
I just learnt to cope with the pain of letting you go

So far from me now, I'm on a road I'm not ready to take
As I traverse all my memories, praying that things would change
That they didn't have to be this way, oh

There's gotta be, gotta be something that I could've done
To keep you safe

I need you to know now
That there's not a day that goes by
Where I don't see your face
I hope that you know now
That time was no healer
I just learned to cope with the pain
We still speak of the sorrow
And I still feel the rage
But I've harnessed the guilt
And let it go with the waves
Tell myself that we'll meet again someday
But that won't bring you back to me

Hoped by now I'd be strong enough
To heed my own advice
But hope is another dead wish in the well
I'm still waiting for a sign

I need you to know now
That you're all I see every time that I close my eyes
I still pray that somehow
Living without you will get easier with time

I need you to know now
That there's not a day that goes by
Where I don't see your face
I hope that you know now
That time was no healer
I just learned to carry the weight
Split grief into divisions
Sang songs in your name
To embrace that the ends
Part of the journey we take
Tell myself that we'll meet again someday
So keep watching over me
God help me now