"Version Of Me" lyrics

I'm haunted by my conscience
Like a loaded gun full of all the things I've done
I hurt you, didn't mean to
If I could hit rewind, I would let you see

The other side
That never let you down
That never cut you out
That never had a doubt
A side
That wasn't scared to stay
That knew the words to say
That never ran away

Wishing that I could be
More than the broken version of me
Stuck in a time machine
Don't want the past to keep holding me back
From this version of me
(This version of me)

When I tried to control time
All I found was regret and memories I should forget
It's the reason I'm in pieces
But it's not too late to change and show you

The other side
That isn't scared to stay
That knows the words to say
And never runs away

Wishing that I could be
More than the broken version of me
Stuck in a time machine
Don't want the past to keep holding me back
From this version of me
(This version of me)

Your heart attack saved me from
The ghost I had, they're dead and gone
Now I look back at who I was
And I can't recognize myself
Your heart attack saved me from
The ghost I had, they're dead and gone
Now I look back at who I was

Wishing that I could be
More than the broken version of me
Stuck in a time machine
Don't want the past to keep holding me back
From this version of me

Your heart attack saved me from
The ghost I had, they're dead and gone
Now I look back at who I was
I'm not that version of me
I'm not that version of me