"Vicious Cycle" lyrics

Trapped in a vicious cycle

I can't go on pretending that I'm fine
I remember the times we had
But I'm unable to see your face at daytime

Trapped in a vicious cycle
My memory remains incomplete
Trapped in a vicious cycle
But come alive when I go to sleep

Why don't you give me a sign
I need a last one
When I'm awake, I'm a walking disaster
Fire up my heart and let it burn
Why don't you give me a sign
These dreams don't last, love
I see your ghost, need to get to you faster
And each night is a lesson I didn't learn
A lesson I didn't learn

I lost my purpose as you took it away

Trapped in a vicious cycle
My memory remains incomplete
Trapped in a vicious cycle
But come alive when I go to sleep

Why don't you give me a sign
I need a last one
When I'm awake, I'm a walking disaster
Fire up my heart and let it burn
Why don't you give me a sign
These dreams don't last, love
I see your ghost, need to get to you faster
And each night is a lesson I didn't learn
A lesson I didn't learn

It feels like it was yesterday
In truth it has been years
You disappeared, I lost my way
I drowned in endless tears
An endless sleep, infinite dreams
But I what do I have then?
I know I have to live and breathe
To be with you again

As I grab my gun
And point it at my head
I try to close my eyes and say goodbye
Wishing I was dead
But then my eyes won't close
And I can't shoot my gun
I suddenly wake up
Blinded by the sun

Your face is crystal clear
It's like you are right here
I hear your voice telling me I should have no fear

You insist that I don't do the same mistake
That I'm loved in every move I make

Why don't you give me a sign
I need a last one
When I'm awake, I'm a walking disaster
Fire up my heart and let it burn
Why don't you give me a sign
These dreams don't last, love
I see your ghost, need to get to you faster
And each night is a lesson I didn't learn
A lesson I didn't learn