"Spite" lyrics

Ego death
Get up, get up pour your hate on me

Deep down, in the archive of my pliant mind
Synaptic chains of spite
Flashes of insight imitating daylight and I feel them whetting their blades on me
I'm being optimistic, they're narcissistic
I'm done letting my anger being suppressed by fear

I am done
You're giving me nothing to hold onto
Wired for peace, I won't be done
Still feeding the pressure
The burden of living in spite

Break me
I'll thrive to reconstruct the ruins of my mind
Make me
I'll be the monster you evoke

Synaptic chains of spite
Synaptic chains of spite
Synaptic, electric, impulsive chains

I am done
Floods of anger will reign my mind
Light flashes - I am my ego's death
Collective insight, electric impulses are taking over my mind
Break what's left, I'm not caring anymore

I am done
You're giving me nothing to hold onto
Wired for peace, I won't be done
Still feeding the pressure
The burden of living in spite

Every impulse left behind
Every reason misaligned
Show me colors that are non existent
I am gone
Still feeding the pressure the burden of being alive

I can see clearly now
Still holding on, so will I ever feel what aligns to be part of my own?
Will I ever feel?
I'm still holding on (holding on)
I'm still holding on (holding on)
I'm still holding on to you

I am done
You're giving me nothing to hold onto
Wired for peace, I won't be done
Still feeding the pressure
The burden of living in spite

Every impulse left behind
Every reason misaligned
Show me colors that are non existent
I am gone
Still feeding the pressure the burden of being alive

I am done, you're giving me nothing