"Relapse" lyrics

I try to walk away
Survive another day
I can't find a knife to cut the ties
They say you live and learn
Well, this page it never turns
Can't seem to read between the lines
It happens every time

I try to hold on
Try to be strong
Thought you were gone
But every time you come back
I wanna relapse
I wanna relapse
I let you back in
Under my skin
Kill me again
Just to feel what we had
I wanna relapse
I wanna relapse

It's no epiphany
You'll be the death of me
Even if I come back to life

I'm addicted so much that I hate you
Not convicted still I can't escape you
Can't even look me in the eyes
It happens every time

I try to hold on
Try to be strong
Thought you were gone
But every time you come back
I wanna relapse
I wanna relapse
I let you back in
Under my skin
Kill me again
Just to feel what we had
I wanna relapse
I wanna relapse

I wanna relapse
I wanna relapse
I wanna relapse
I wanna
Yeah

If I fall
Would you even care at all
Or did you set the trap so I would just withdrawal
If I choke
Tell me would you even know
Too gone to save or throw me the rope

I wanna relapse
I wanna relapse
I wanna relapse

I try to hold on
Try to be strong
Thought you were gone
But every time you come back
I wanna relapse
I wanna relapse
I let you back in
Under my skin
Kill me again
Just to feel what we had
I wanna relapse
I wanna relapse
I wanna relapse
I wanna relapse