"living to pay off vacation" lyrics

Looking at my soul, tear me to pieces, leave me on my own, aha
Living to pay off vacation
I hate the system, it burns your wisdom, aha
How can I sit in bed and think about her while she's hoeing off?
How can I sit in my head for an hour without zoning off?
I have some questions, but I'm so nauseous
So I won't even ask, aha

[?] while she walk away
I didn't sink anything, why'd it end this way?
I'ma stalk your page while you haunt my grave
I am then lit with rage
Why'd you make me feel like a fool? (Like a fool, like a fool)
Bitch, you made me uncool (Like a fool, like a fool)
Bitch, you made me uncool

Looking at my soul, tear me to pieces, leave me on my own, aha
Living to pay off vacation
I hate the system, it burns your wisdom, aha
How can I sit in bed and think about her while she's hoeing off?
How can I sit in my head for an hour without zoning off?
I have some questions, but I'm so nauseous
So I won't even ask, aha