"one big prison" lyrics

Ooh, would you want me instead?
If maybe I looked different
I'll slip and fall on my head to stop my reminiscin'
All I have is regret, I'm never fuckin' winnin'
I'm so glued to my bed and I have hollow vision
All my life is pretend, it's like there's somethin' missin'
She just wants to be friends, it's such a bad decision
When does it all ever end? I'm on an endless mission
I hate everything, this life is one big prison

Tear my eyes out of my skull
I'm gonna beat myself up all night long
I'll be unhealthy 'til I'm gone
I like to think of people who will never return to my life
Race around my room and tell myself "I'll be alright"
I will not kill myself unless I have a real bad night
And goddamn recently I'm havin' some bad nights

Ooh, would you want me instead?
If maybe I looked different
I'll slip and fall on my head to stop my reminiscin'
All I have is regret, I'm never fuckin' winnin'
I'm so glued to my bed and I have hollow vision
All my life is pretend, it's like there's somethin' missin'
She just wants to be friends, it's such a bad decision
When does it all ever end? I'm on an endless mission
I hate everything, this life is one big prison
(One big prison, oh)

Ooh, would you want me instead?
If maybe I looked different
I'll slip and fall on my head to stop my reminiscin'
All I have is regret, I'm never fuckin' winnin'
I'm so glued to my bed and I have hollow vision
All my life is pretend, it's like there's somethin' missin'
She just wants to be friends, it's such a bad decision
When does it all ever end? I'm on an endless mission
I hate everything, this life is one big prison

Tear my eyes out of my skull
I'm gonna beat myself up all night long
I'll be unhealthy 'til I'm gone
I like to think of people who will never return to my life
Race around my room and tell myself "I'll be alright"
I will not kill myself unless I have a real bad night
And goddamn recently I'm havin' some bad nights