"Evermore" lyrics

Why is it that death is always around me?
It's taken everything and everyone I love
I'm forever stuck and always left behind
Trapped in an endless cycle
It's never my time

I've watched all those that I hold dear fade away
In a constant state of suffering because of disease
Forced to witness things that no one should ever see

What's the point of having everything?
Without an end it all means nothing
Each day spent just like the last
Without a change, it's all worthless

Evermore
This is torture
I'm a prisoner with time as my chains
I can't go on
Somebody help me
Put me out of my fucking misery
These feelings
They've been numbed out
No matter what I do, it all feels the same
I keep living
When will I burn out?
What's the point of this when everyone else fades out?

I wish I could feel anything other than loss
Everything I've ever touched, it turns to dust
Life eternal
Holding onto those I can't seem to let go of
Reaching for their hands—forever

I'm forever
Endless

I want nothing more
Than for it all to end
All those I love have died
There's no one in the sky
When will it all end?

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Evermore
This is torture
I'm a prisoner with time as my chains
I can't go on
Somebody help me
Put me out of my fucking misery
These feelings
They've been numbed out
No matter what I do, it all feels the same
I keep living
When will I burn out?
What's the point of this when everyone else fades out?

Evermore
Here will I stay
I can't go on
'Til the last day
These feelings
Never changing
I keep living
Pain undying

I want nothing more
Than for it all to end
All those I love have died
There's no one in the sky
When will it all end?

When will it all come to an end?
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