"Fade" lyrics

I'm gonna fade out, gonna fade in
I'ma shape shift into new skin
I'm a hologram, one of those again
I'm no good to you
So pull my shape out and push my shape in
You can mould me into anything
I'm ascending, I'm ascending high

My bending body's breaking violent, softly
Taking all the time I need
All the time I need
Nourish gently 'cause my sternum's bending
It is gone, a part of me
Gone, a part of me

There's my writing on the wall
Broken bodies on the floor
Am I paranoid?
Am I paranoid?
Am I paranoid?
Now just go and fade away
My happiness has turned to grey
Am I paranoid?
Am I paranoid?
Am I paranoid?

Paranoid
Paranoid

You know I bleed out now I'm bleeding
I've got glass veins under thick skin
I'm eroding, I need re-wilding
I need my life again

My bending body's breaking violent, softly
Taking all the time I need
All the time I need
Twist me softly 'cause my heart rate's dropping
And I'm breaking at the seams
Breaking at the seams

There's my writing on the wall
Broken bodies on the floor
Am I paranoid?
Am I paranoid?
Am I paranoid?
Now just go and fade away
My happiness has turned to grey
Am I paranoid?
Am I paranoid?
Am I paranoid?

I'm breaking down
Inside of my head
Inside of my death
Inside I'm a mess