"Dead To Me" lyrics

Was it all in my head?
Was it meant to be?
Thought I'd love you 'til death
Now you're dead to me
I still fucking hate you, hate you, hate you
What are you doing to me?
Thought I'd love you 'til death
Now you're dead to me

You fucking broke me I'm crazy
Yeah yeah yeah you were my baby
I wasn't perfect but I've worked so hard
You still called me lazy
Had to leave to see
All the shit you were doing to me
Called me so many names
Started to believe
Made me fucking hate myself
You never wanted me, you wanted someone else
You made our home start to feel like a cell
Took a look in the mirror and I started to see
A man that wanted some love you could never give to me

Was it all in my head?
Was it meant to be?
Thought I'd love you 'til death
Now you're dead to me
I still fucking hate you, hate you, hate you
What are you doing to me?
Thought I'd love you 'til death
Now you're dead to me

I wasn't perfect
Always flirting with different women and getting too fucked up
We couldn't even have a conversation
But what you did was worse, it was fucking inhuman
I caught you in bed with another man, just left feeling stupid
I went home and thinking and drinking and finished a gram
I got madder and madder, and I ripped him out of bed
You were screaming at me and him
We're fighting on the floor
Had blood spilling out my head leaving from the door
I was wearing shades the next day 'cause you knew I was meeting fans
It was the lowest point I ever fucking felt as a man
I got hate in my heart and an endless aggression
I can't let it all go until you answer my question

Was it all in my head?
Was it meant to be?
Thought I'd love you 'til death
Now you're dead to me
I still fucking hate you, hate you, hate you
What are you doing to me?
Thought I'd love you 'til death
Now you're dead to me
Now you're dead to me
Now you're dead to me

I couldn't see it then, but I see it now
Thank you so fucking much for ripping my heart out
Stomping it and cutting it and bleeding it out
Finally figured out so much about myself
I was never the problem, I can finally see
You just weren't the right fucking person for me
Take care, wish you well and the best
Hoping our paths never cross again
Said what I had to and needed to say
Going to love myself like I should have yesterday

Was it all in my head?
Was it meant to be?
Thought I'd love you 'til death
Now you're dead to me
I still fucking hate you, hate you, hate you
What are you doing to me?
Thought I loved you 'til death
Now you're dead to me

(Now you're dead to me)
Dead to me
(Now you're dead to me)
Fucking dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead
(Now you're dead to me)
Fucking dead, dead, dead, you're dead to me
(Now you're dead to me)