"My Consequences" lyrics

I hope I'm buried with my enemies
Ten feet below the concrete
I think I might've hit the deadline
I'm so close to death I can taste it
I'm writing letters to explain my reason
To all my friends and my family
I hope I made a difference
Don't cut me up, don't let me burn

I lied, I tried
Now I'm lost, I'm never coming back
I pry my mind
No one else can save me
If this is how it is, that's fine
Cover me up, I'll soak in lime
I pry my mind with my consequences

I know the solace that I try to seek
Is somewhere between the dirt and me
I hope I find a sense of comfort
I'll trade teeth for nails, don't wanna talk about it
Don't try to analyze my self inflictions
It's clear to me that no one ever cared
I don't do well under the pressure
I don't expect you to understand

I lied, I tried
Now I'm lost, I'm never coming back
I pry my mind
No one else can save me
If this is how it is, that's fine
Cover me up, I'll soak in lime
I pry my mind with my consequences

And now I see
Everything's better when I'm ten feet deep
You'll see me change
When you do I hope you keep your distance
Freak, freak, freak
I hope you keep your distance

I lied, I tried
Now I'm lost, I'm never coming back
I pry my mind
No one else can save me
If this is how it is, that's fine
Cover me up, I'll soak in lime
I pry my mind with my consequences

Freak (My consequences), freak, freak
I hope you keep your distance