"Livin' In The After" lyrics

Loopin' on the carousel
On the carousel
And they keep on ringin' the final bell
I won't tell if you won't tell (Keep it a secret)
It isn't an easy sell
Livin' in the after

Livin' but you just want more
But you just want more
But you just want more (You got me lookin')
Searchin' but you can't be sure
But you can't be sure
So you take a dip in the deepest end
Takin' it around the bend
(Havin' a good time)
Watin' for you to say when
Livin' in the after

I don't even want to try and it's got me down
And I'm thinkin' I might not come 'round
Got to take a day to think it through
And give me a night to make up my mind

Ooh

Trustin' when it won't go well
When it won't go well
And we're headed back to the drawin' board
Don't like what we're headed for (Goin' in circles)
So I'm strummin' on a chord
Windin' back disaster

I don't even wanna try and it's got me down
So I'm thinkin' I might not come 'round
Got to take a day to think it through
And give me a night to make up my mind

Boo hoo
Boo hoo
Boo hoo
Boo hoo
Boo hoo
Boo hoo
Boo hoo
Boo hoo