"Help Me Find Home Again" lyrics

You're not the same a the girl I swear I knew before
I took a photograph
Kept it in my pocket so that I could show you now
That you've changed in your devout
Ness to me and that's OK
I hate every single day now

I don't mind wandering
Fake pretending I'm not lost
Trapped in my body now
Find the key so I can finally break out of my bones
Tell your friends that I just don't
Understand them and I never will
I might be on my own yeah

Now I've been mild and I need you to replace my energy
And won't you help me find home again

I feel my fireplace
Burning on my newborn skin
Dumb pacifier case
Tears when momma threw me
In another woman's arms
And I set off my alarms
Then I felt that good old rock a bye
Baby not in harm, no

And I don't mind wandering
But I pay the psychic cost
Trapped in my body now
Finally see that I can never break out of my bones
We will always be alone
Understand this and you never will
Step down from that throne now

Now I'm a child and I need you to replace the memory
And won't you help me find home again

Seventeen
So obscene
I was so monotone and
You were in the backseat crying
Telling me it's not enough

Dopamine
Coming clean
We still had telephones and
I was in the front seat lying
Telling you I didn't even need your love

I want a swig of that
Bottle with the elastic tip
Feet on the welcome mat
I don't like surprises
But I hope I walk inside
And I see my family cry
Out my name like it was yesterday
And I'd scream hey I've finally found home again