"RAINY DAYS" lyrics
Parker Jack & Chyde Lyrics
I'm holding onto pain that they will never know
I'm hoping for change but can't seem to let it go
Maybe it's the world that I'm so used to
Tell me if it's me or if it's you, too
How do I tell them I'm feeling tired
How do I tell them that I'm feeling stressed
How do I tell them that I'm feeling sleep-deprived
And how I can't get any rest?
How do I tell them I walk thru the fires of hell
When they look at me like I've been blessed
Why do I feel like my life has expired
As I walk thru the valleys of shadows of death
All of my promises kept
How could you forget
I held my end of the bargain
Gave you my love
Well I beg your pardon
You took my heart
And picked it apart
I'm shedding my skin
All of the love I was looking for
I found that within
Drowning in doubts
In counting the times
That I've been without
About time that I win
How do I tell them no matter that I'm still alone
That I'm still picking me up on the road
All of this shit that's instilled from the old
I'm exhausted
Of always trying to find the time and patience
Wish there was a fast forward button
Guess I'm just... tired of waiting
Up to the clouds I hope I got no rainy days
Up to the clouds I hope it takes this pain away
Up to the clouds I hope I got no rainy days
Look
How do I tell them that I'm feeling numb
How do I tell them that I'm feeling dead
How do I tell them that I'm feeling sleep-deprived
And I cannot get out of my head
How do I tell my mother that I'm fine
But watching her cry; she know I'm depressed
How do I tell her I never felt no peace
Until I looked down from the edge?
How does it feel to look inside the eyes of your kid
Knowing that they accept death?
How does it feel to look inside of a mirror
And every time you do you see a mess?
I was 10 years old and could alleviate it
Now I'm 24 and can't seem to shake it
Always had a therapist to mediate it
Now I'm calling out to god, pleading, shaking
I've been tired of waiting
I'm tired of fighting
I'm tired of holding this stress
Tired of giving my all
No matter how much
I still end up feeling I'm less
Tired of being the one that nobody loves
And to be the one they can't accept
Tired of holding this fake face on
Feel like I'm losing my breath
I'm holding onto pain that they will never know
I'm hoping for change but can't seem to let it go
Maybe it's the world that I'm so used to
Tell me if it's me or if it's you, too
I'm hoping for change but can't seem to let it go
Maybe it's the world that I'm so used to
Tell me if it's me or if it's you, too
How do I tell them I'm feeling tired
How do I tell them that I'm feeling stressed
How do I tell them that I'm feeling sleep-deprived
And how I can't get any rest?
How do I tell them I walk thru the fires of hell
When they look at me like I've been blessed
Why do I feel like my life has expired
As I walk thru the valleys of shadows of death
All of my promises kept
How could you forget
I held my end of the bargain
Gave you my love
Well I beg your pardon
You took my heart
And picked it apart
I'm shedding my skin
All of the love I was looking for
I found that within
Drowning in doubts
In counting the times
That I've been without
About time that I win
How do I tell them no matter that I'm still alone
That I'm still picking me up on the road
All of this shit that's instilled from the old
I'm exhausted
Of always trying to find the time and patience
Wish there was a fast forward button
Guess I'm just... tired of waiting
Up to the clouds I hope I got no rainy days
Up to the clouds I hope it takes this pain away
Up to the clouds I hope I got no rainy days
Look
How do I tell them that I'm feeling numb
How do I tell them that I'm feeling dead
How do I tell them that I'm feeling sleep-deprived
And I cannot get out of my head
How do I tell my mother that I'm fine
But watching her cry; she know I'm depressed
How do I tell her I never felt no peace
Until I looked down from the edge?
How does it feel to look inside the eyes of your kid
Knowing that they accept death?
How does it feel to look inside of a mirror
And every time you do you see a mess?
I was 10 years old and could alleviate it
Now I'm 24 and can't seem to shake it
Always had a therapist to mediate it
Now I'm calling out to god, pleading, shaking
I've been tired of waiting
I'm tired of fighting
I'm tired of holding this stress
Tired of giving my all
No matter how much
I still end up feeling I'm less
Tired of being the one that nobody loves
And to be the one they can't accept
Tired of holding this fake face on
Feel like I'm losing my breath
I'm holding onto pain that they will never know
I'm hoping for change but can't seem to let it go
Maybe it's the world that I'm so used to
Tell me if it's me or if it's you, too
Writer(s): Erik Nettelbjer, Parker Jack
