"I'd Rather Overdose" lyrics

Can't let go
I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose

When you're fucked up on them pills, you can't hear me cry
Without them, you're sick and we both know why
Pint after pint 'til the well runs dry
If only you loved me like you love getting high

I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose

Fucked up, can't slow down
Won't come down, don't know how
My dad's dead, my mom's proud
Got bros stuck in our hometown
My bank account got zeros
I'm 'posed to be the hero
But here I am, still fucking up
I'll drink my weight in beer though, I

Know that you hate me and I hate me too
I can't get over what I did to you
You tried to help me and it wasn't going through
I hope that you miss me 'cause I miss you too

But I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose
I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
I can't be without you, I'd rather overdose

Please don't walk away
I'm too high, please don't look me in my face
You lose faith with every pill I take
I can't be without you, I'd rather die today
You're too blind to see you have a disease
Love pills and whiskey more than you love me
Pint after pint erasing our memories
If only you loved me like you love smoking weed

Please don't walk away
I'm too high, please don't look me in my face
You lose faith with every pill I take
I can't be without you, I'd rather die today

When you're fucked up on them pills, you can't hear me cry
Without them, you're sick and we both know why
Pint after pint 'til the well runs dry
If only you loved me like you love getting high

I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
I can't be without you, I'd rather overdose