"WHY ME" lyrics

Man, it wasn't your fault
When you lashed out for the names you were called
When you took blame for the pain that it caused
Convinced that you're never gonna be too much
Anyway that you looked, you were doomed from the start
It's not your fault for the tears that you cried
It's not your fault for the fear deep inside
Waking up everyday trying to figure out why
WHY ME?

Was I told to be like this?
Was it supposed to be like this?
Everyday I wake up feeling I just wanna leave
Was I supposed to be told to be quite?
This what happened to me
Never got a real chance to be actually seen
Never had a real hand being handed to me
Pulled to the side then offered a dream

Take this pill, feel less off in a week
Just to feel the weight come off of me
I'm still not what they would want to be
Feel less off and now there's less to feel
Great for them cause now I'm less to see
I don't wanna feel so find my mind is still
Pills take over and it's just not me
Pills take over and it's just not me
Man, it's just not me

Man, it wasn't your fault
When you lashed out for the names you were called
When you took blame for the pain that it caused
Convinced that you're never gonna be too much
Anyway that you looked, you were doomed from the start
It's not your fault for the tears that you cried
It's not your fault for the fear deep inside
Waking up everyday trying to figure out why
WHY ME?

Man, it wasn't your fault
When you lashed out for the names you were called
When you took blame for the pain that it caused
Convinced that you're never gonna be too much
Anyway that you looked, you were doomed from the start
It's not your fault for the tears that you cried
It's not your fault for the fear deep inside
Waking up everyday trying to figure out why

This one for the people like me
Feel drained like me and see what I see
Feel pain like me and know what I mean
Can never be happy no matter how we
Try and we try but we just overthink everything in our lives
To the point we can't breathe
To the point we can't eat
Sick to our stomachs from the things that we see

I feel too tired to keep fighting
I just wanna live, man I'm tired of surviving
I wanna scream for the help I need
But I feel that my voice ain't heard so I'm silent
I get it must be hard to believe all the things that I fight when their all inside me
I don't know if you believe me or not
But the things that I fought cause me anxiety

To the point where I can't wake up
Or get out my bed cause my hands feel stuck
Legs feel broke, and my heart speeds up
And my blood starts boiling, my eyes stay shut
Scared to the point, that I cry to my mom that I'd rather just die than to ever wake up
I don't wanna be me no more
Why I gotta keep on feeling this for?
WHY ME?

This one for the people like me
Feel drained like me and see what I see
Feel pain like me and know what I mean
Can never be happy no matter how we
Try and we try but we just overthink everything in our lives
To the point we can't breathe
To the point we can't eat
Sick to our stomachs from the things that we see
WHY ME?

Man, it wasn't your fault
When you lashed out for the names you were called
When you took blame for the pain that it caused
Convinced that you're never gonna be too much
Anyway that you looked, you were doomed from the start
It's not your fault for the tears that you cried
It's not your fault for the fear deep inside
Waking up everyday trying to figure out why
WHY ME?

Man, it wasn't your fault
When you lashed out for the names you were called
When you took blame for the pain that it caused
Convinced that you're never gonna be too much
Anyway that you looked, you were doomed from the start
It's not your fault for the tears that you cried
It's not your fault for the fear deep inside
Waking up everyday trying to figure out why