"Virgin Snow (DEMO)" lyrics

Muscles atrophied, blue ropey veins
Truck driver eyes lonely for company
There's a blonde hair on the pillow where you used to lay your head
I kept it as a relic, I swore I'd never change the bed

I can't cook at home, I eat McDonald's food
I cut my hair in Paris to cut my past with you
It's a snowing New York City day, and it softens my stone walls
This moment now I'm caving in, this moment now I realize I was wrong

Virgin snow
Is wasted on people like me
Virgin snow
Is blackened under my feet

Little virgin heart, virgin loyalty
Virgin confidence in my stupidity
Oh, I'm sorry for my suffocation and my goddamn headstrong sins
I wish I had been bottled up and rested on a shelf in East Berlin

Virgin snow
Is wasted on people like me
Virgin snow
Is blackened under my feet

I shot a hallelujah in the dark
I thought I was entirely weightless
Thought I'd leave no traces
But snow only fell once
I see all the damage I've done
I'm so lonely
Oh, God, I'm so lonely
This feeling will never go
Go, go, go, go

Virgin snow
Is wasted
On me