"Truth Inside The Shades" lyrics

Sorrow gives me inner calm
Please hollow damn me!

Darkness remains in my pain
Loneliness stacks my eyes
That thrown at night
Brought me a sign and die

Winter still
Grief is my mind

Ancient feelings in me

Scrabbling for illusions
Beg my night
Torturing me
Waiting for my life
Feel my void
Hollow thoughts
The hope decline that slowly has grown
Hear my cry
My sense is wounded
'Cause I have found the truth inside the shades

Free is my mind
But who am I?
Free is my mind
The beauty of existence dies in me
(Trust in me)
Another fear, the pain, the void
I see faces (reflecting)
Pieces of my soul like shattered glass
I ask... I pray... I...

Scrabbling for illusions
Beg my night
Torturing me
Waiting for my life
Feel my void
Hollow thoughts
The hope declines that slowly has grown
Hear my cry
My sense is wounded
'Cause I have found the truth inside the shades
Inside the shades

This untruth, no worth!
This, my life, doesn't mind!
Kill this glimmer of hope!
Leave me!
Solitude, solitude!
Leave me in my own misfortune
The sights of my life!

Scrabbling for illusions
Beg my night
Torturing me
Waiting for my damn
Kill me! Kill me! Kill me!
'Cause I've seen my truth inside of me