"My Dark Places" lyrics

I've been thinking about dying
If my family would miss me
If my memory to them
Is the way I want it to be
I've been trying to get it right
Can they see it in my eyes?

When I'm drowning in the moments
That I never get to see
Going 'round and 'round in circles
These thoughts, they never sleep
I get lost in them sometimes
You've got yours and I've got mine

I don't want to talk about it
I don't want to feel this way
Stuck here waiting
But nothing changes
I don't want to live without you
All I do is think about
The time I've wasted
In my dark places

I've been seeing all the changes as I look into the mirror
All the joy that just got lost
All the young that used to be there
Sometimes I can't escape
Will I bend until I break?

I don't want to talk about it
I don't want to feel this way
Stuck here waiting
But nothing changes
I don't want to live without you
All I do is think about
The time I've wasted
In my dark places

I'll give you all I've got
I hope you understand
I'll give you all I have
While I have the chance

I'll give you all I've got
I hope you understand
I'll give you all I have
While I have the chance

I don't want to talk about it
I don't want to feel this way
Stuck here waiting
But nothing changes
I don't want to live without you
All I do is think about
The time I've wasted
In my dark places

In my dark places
From my dark places...