"Handheld" lyrics

Pulling the blankets up off your eyelids
I hope you don't do the same things that I did
Throwing the dice and losing the money
Calling the wrong girl your jar of honey

Saying I miss you, rip up the mattress
Flooding the system but you got the matches
Tracing the moment I threw you away
My reminiscing addiction will say

Don't you know, I'm standing at your doorstep
Trying to find my way back home to you
Who knows what made you hit the reset button
On the TV remote
I'm here for you, be here for me my dear
I'm here for you, be here

Always together, stay separated
Pennies in pockets to keep up with payments
Friends with my friends so I can't condescend
But I'm pulling my hair and you're splitting the ends

I've never said there's a problem at all
Now my whole body is pinned to the wall
Jealous you'll be at the end of the day
Because my reminiscing addiction will say

Don't you know, I'm standing at your doorstep
Trying to find my way back home to you
Who knows what made you hit the reset button
On the TV remote
I'm here for you, be here for me my dear
I'm here for you, be here

Never ever wanna be here
Never ever wanna be here at all
Never ever wanna be here
Never ever wanna be here at all
Never ever wanna be here at all
Never ever wanna be here at all