"Open Up" lyrics

Stare at the ground wherever we're walking
You had something to say, but who's talking?
I found the words to wait, and you're done now
I had something to say, but I'm alone now
Stare at the words I put on the paper
Close up an envelope for you later
Forgot your new address so I'm stuck with
All of the parts of you I don't fuck with

Open up my head
You'll see nothing there instead
Just my self-destructive trends
Should've listened to my friends

Open up my chest
See, my lungs are out of breath
Baby, what did you expect
I've been screaming off my head

I said "I suffocate and need distance"
You said "I don't need anything different"
I start to walk away and rethink it
Push it aside, get high, and keep making
Out on the couch pretending a movie
Playing at a 4k resolution
Up on the screen for you and yours truly
Missing my line so who am I fooling

Open up my head
You'll see nothing there instead
Just my self-destructive trends
Should've listened to my friends
Open up my chest
See, my lungs are out of breath
Baby, what did you expect
I've been screaming off my head

Why can't I breathe, oh my god, ah
Why can't I breathe, oh my god, ah
Why can't I breathe, oh my god, ah
Why can't I breathe, oh my god, ah

Open up my head
You'll see nothing there instead
Just my self-destructive trends
Should've listened to my friends
Open up my chest
See, my lungs are out of breath
Baby, what did you expect
I've been screaming off my head