"Dark Until December" lyrics

Someday we'll meet again, we'll meet again
We'll meet again, oh, oh
Someday we'll meet again, we'll meet again
We'll meet again (Yeah)

Took some drugs to relax, yeah, I know I'm a mess
I can't tell who's a friend or why the fuck I'm depressed
Tryna build somethin' new, but I get stuck in the past
Expensive suicidal thoughts, flyin' in first class, I
Don't wanna talk about it, don't wanna scream, I
Feel safer in my nightmare, just let me sleep
And hopefully, I never wake up, I never say much
I'm losin' my touch, but I'm in love with the rush, fuck
Someday we'll meet again, we'll meet again
But fuck that, I really hope I never meet you (We'll meet again)
I'm sick of yellin' at the mirror every time I see you (Oh, oh)
Why don't you get it through your head that I don't fuckin' need you? (Someday we'll meet again)
You always tell me it's okay, but I just don't believe you (We'll meet again)
Uh, and I don't wanna hear these lies (We'll meet again)
And I see my own reflection look me right into my eyes, and he said (Someday we'll meet again)
I know loving things that hurt you got you feelin' weary
A broken soul, I'm tryna guide you, but you don't hear me (We'll meet again)
Lost touch with some people you used to love dearly (We'll meet again)
Lost sight of certain things you used to see clearly (Oh, oh, someday we'll meet again)
All alone inside your head, you tryna find your worth
People hurt you, they broke you, they left you in the dirt (We'll meet again)
I know your heart's been broken, I know you lost for words (We'll meet again)
And your silence is the saddest thing I ever heard

Someday we'll meet again, we'll meet again
We'll meet again, oh, oh
Someday we'll meet again, we'll meet again
We'll meet again (Yeah)

So many rappers passin', got a feeling I'm next (Someday we'll meet again)
Why they take Mac from us? Tell me, why they take X? (We'll meet again)
I don't mean to be negative, 'cause I know that I'm blessed (We'll meet again)
I just feel that every moment, I get closer to death (Oh, oh)
I went broke in 2020, lost a friend to addiction (Someday we'll meet again)
So distracted by past, that I haven't been livin' (We'll meet again)
Lost my mama to a man, I lost my dad to the system (We'll meet again)
I try not to let it show but it's so hard 'cause I miss 'em
But I love 'em with my heart, my whole heart and nothin' but that (Someday we'll meet again)
Always pray our souls will meet again, hopin' they come back (We'll meet again)
Try to quit these vices but I run back (We'll meet again)
Hope my mama never has to say the words, "I wish I had my son back"
But why the fuck do I feel like it's better if I'm not here? (Someday we'll meet again)
What if I took every fuckin' substance that I got here? (We'll meet again)
What if I just take 'em while I'm writin' this and never finish? (We'll meet again)
What if I took my last breath and I just dropped here? (Someday we'll meet again)
Would they forget about me or would they all miss me?
Or would they dig up all my flaws or would they all diss me? (We'll meet again)
What if I chose to stay here and I lost everything? (We'll meet again)
Would they go their separate ways or would they fall with me? (Oh, oh, someday we'll meet again)
Yeah, I guess that I'll never know
I know you hidin' some emotions that you dyin' to show (We'll meet again)
I only wrote this song 'cause I know someone out there feels the same (We'll meet again)
Prayin' there's a life that I can change, yours truly

Someday we'll meet again, we'll meet again
We'll meet again, oh, oh
Someday we'll meet again, we'll meet again
We'll meet again