"Euphoria" lyrics

Oh, I can never be for, for
Just somewhere to be alone
I don't wanna be for (yeah), I don't wanna be for (I mean, mm)
I wanna be

Nowhere to hide, nowhere to run, I live life how supposed to
People callin' my phone right now, the same ones who would ghost you
They don't know what I go through, they don't know what I'm into
Hidin' all of my pain, hidin' my scars, fightin' my issues
Hit this party, takin' every fuckin' drug to get me high
I've been feelin' so low, I'm only here to feel alive
I'm tryin' not to think too much, it's ten minutes 'til five
Thinkin' I should get some sleep, but it's hard to even try
With these girls all in my room, all this alcohol I consume
All these people here at this party, don't know what the fuck I've been through
I'm like, "Fuck it though, if you pourin' up, better pour me up one too"
They say I trust too easily and I fall in love too soon
But my little sister doin' five months, my nephew need a new crib
My momma callin' me daily 'cause she worried 'bout how I live but
I'm at this party, I've been smokin', I've been drinkin'
I've been stressin', don't know what the fuck I'm thinkin', what the fuck I (Yeah)

Holdin' onto my past, I'm tryna from
All these feelings inside me but I'm still numb
All I need is a bottle to drink these feelings away (Away)
If you tried talkin' to me, it's like I'm not there
Room full of people, I feel like I don't belong here
So you could go but I can't stay, can't stay

So meet me at the after-party, yeah, the hotel lobby
I'm goin' crazy and I need somebody
If you're the one then girl, I need you here right now, right now, right now
Meet me at the after-party, yeah, the hotel lobby
I'm goin' crazy and I need somebody
If you're the one then girl, I need you here right now, right now, right now
Meet me at the after-party, yeah, the hotel lobby
I'm goin' crazy and I need somebody
If you're the one then girl, I need you here right now, right now, right now