"Let" lyrics

I let you down today
The day the calendar's a palindrome
With each second reflecting back around
Now that I know that I let you down

No, it's not mine to mourn
No, it's just born of this embarrassment
It's been bearable but it all compounds
Now that I know that I let you down
Now that I know that you changed your mind

Now I know you won't rely on me anymore
I know you can't confide in me anymore
I know you won't say "Hi" when you see me around
Now that I know that I let you down

Thunder lives under my brain
And the bugs above now circulate
So I alternate between the sounds
Now that I know that I let you down

I wanna let these years away
I know it's time we let these leaves turn red
But I can't let this season lead me out, oh
Now that I know that I let you down
Now that I know that you changed your mind

Now I know you won't rely on me anymore
I know you can't confide in me anymore
I know you won't say hi when you see me around
Now that I know that I let you down