"Chaos & Piss" lyrics

I thought that you were driving, but you've given me the wheel
There's rain clouds out there, that you don't wanna feel
Your anger's like a razor blade, it's just too bloody real
I thought that you would be here, no, I just don't get it
Hey, I also feel things more than I should
I don't relax very often, as often as I could
I worry how the whole thing looks, it doesn't look good
But I thought that you would be here, no, I just don't get it

And being clear gets too much for me, just like it does for you
Even though I want to, I want to, I don't

I don't feel like calming down, no, I don't
I don't feel like hiding out, so I won't
I can't turn the volume down
So I sit here in this chaos and piss, watching the storm passing
Storms are beautiful
Right here it's beautiful

I came all this way to be with you, and you're already gone
If I was a good friend, I could right this wrong
I'd kick away your crutches, and make you walk on your own
I really thought you'd be here, I just don't get it

Though it looks warm in the rabbit hole
And I could go down with you
And even though I want to, I want to, I won't

I don't feel like calming down, no, I don't
I don't feel like hiding out, so I won't
I can't turn this volume down
So I sit here in this chaos and piss, watching the storm passing
It's beautiful

I'm a willow tree, and you can't blow me over
And my roots go deep in anger
And I wanna feel the wind as it whips me like a prisoner
I wanna be here
I wanna be here

No, I don't feel like calming down, no, I don't
I don't feel like hiding out, so I won't
I can't turn the volume down
So I sit here in this chaos and piss, watching the storm passing

Storms are beautiful
This life is beautiful
It is