"Dreamer" lyrics

I've been feeling nauseous, like everyone's eyes are on me
Dance monkey dance, keep it going, I'm losing my sleep
Wish I could close my eyes
Wish I could waste more of your time
We won't be here too long just a blink and you'll miss everything

I am afraid of losing who I was
And I feel insane, my grip is
Slipping away
I'm losing who I was

I can't live my life, burn it down and start over again
My brains been fried, gone to waste with the circumstances
How much did it cost
Just to live with all your thoughts
Oh just dare me once and and I swear I'll jump off of this bridge

I am afraid of losing who I was
And I feel insane, my grip is
Slipping away
I'm losing who I was

And I dream at night about falling forever
I catch myself in these ice cold sweats
And I'm falling into a perpetual orbit of my past mistakes
I'm awake, I'm awake

I am afraid of losing who I was
And I feel insane, my grip is
Slipping away
I'm losing who I was

If you dream too long
Just a blink and you'll miss everything