"Not My Night" lyrics

My mind is racin', not used to makin' sense of who I was
And when the bottle opens, I'll dance with demons until the sun comes up
On the outside I seem like it's all my way of havin' fun
Thinkin' this is just a part of me you lost

It's not my night, throwing up in your backseat
I'm drunk enough to cry, so why do I even try
To think that you get it, you say I'm dramatic
You need a better use of time
It's alright if you're walkin away tonight

It's not my night
It's not my night
If you're walkin' away tonight
Not my night
It's not my night
If you're walkin' away tonight

All my judgement is next to nothin' and made me realize
Instead of findin' something, I'm pushin' buttons like it's my state of mind
All your hearin' are my lame excuses, got every reason why
Thinkin' how the fuck you want me in your life
Yeah

It's not my night, throwing up in your backseat
I'm drunk enough to cry, so why do I even try
To think that you get it, you say I'm dramatic
You need a better use of time
It's alright if you're walkin' away tonight

It's not my night
It's not my night
If you're walkin' away tonight
Not my night
It's not my night
If you're walkin' away tonight

It's not my night, throwing up in your backseat
I'm drunk enough to cry, so why do I even try

It's not my night, throwing up in your backseat
I'm drunk enough to cry, so why do I even try
To think that you get it, you say I'm dramatic
You need a better use of time
It's alright if you're walkin' away tonight
(Why do I even try, to cry)
Why do I even try
To think that you get it, you say I'm dramatic
You need a better use of time
It's alright if you're walkin' away tonight