"Lost My Friend" lyrics

(Yo, Ayo)

Bottled so much in 'cause you threw that shit back in my face
Knew I lost my friend when you kept doin' shit you knew I hate
Feelin' trapped again when I thought I found a new escape
But I'm still built to win, it's like I'm too in shape
Me and you was somethin' I believed in, then I start losin' faith
Phone steady ringin', how many wake-up calls do it take?
We can call it even, I made more than a few mistakes
When it's repeated, you should know that your excuses fake
I had been lost hope on our chances of gettin' back together
Wanted this vibe forever, you know them guys weren't better
Find out your bitch fuckin', make you sick to your stomach
Whatever mines, don't want nobody touchin', uh

Shit drove me crazy 'til I finally put my feelings in park
Came time to elevate my life, you couldn't fit in this part
Contemplatin' as I sit in the dark
One situation that I never pictured gettin' this hard
Like what the fuck you cryin' for?
Tired of all of your explanations, now your time up
'Cause you couldn't make your mind up
I'ma set you free, I hope you find love
Or better yet, found love
Now for the tenth time, you startin' over, tryna find out
Why you play games with me, girl, knowin' you exactly what I need?
They used to be your shoulder, that's where I could always lean
Now I'm drownin' in double cups of codeine, tryna mask pain
Turned me to a fiend, arguments, you made a scene
Think you don't know what insecure or controllin' really mean
When I peep you ain't on your shit, bitch, I'm supposed to intervene
Accountability and truth, you hate indulgin' in them things
I stay and I enable you and you won't grow until I leave, uh