"Saturation" lyrics

I think I'll try to knock this
But I know I can't
You're just accustomed to it
More than I am
Lost all my saturation
Still, I don't understand
I need you, lover, in full color
Are you sure that you can?

Don't think I'll admit a hit or miss
But I will not share
Don't think you're ready for this
But you know I am
Tryin' to sympathize
So please just meet me there
Don't want another undercover
It's just not fair
It's just not fair

You're slippin' from me now
Didn't see it, don't know how
Not a clue, when there's sweetness spillin' out your mouth
I can recognize the faults
In the pigment of my thoughts
You're makin' it seem like I know what you want
I know what you want

I'm pushing myself onto another
Swallowing bad habits, abusing the shape I'm in
I won't let this side of me become the way I am
I'd rather be on my own, it's how I've always been
It's how I've always been
I see the way I've been