"God Of Everything Else" lyrics

I've been trying to forgive myself
For wishing I was somebody else
For wanting you to love me bad
But it's worse than that
Are you wishing I was somebody else?
You always said that I'm too intense
It's not that I'm too much
You just don't have the guts

Don't need to know where you are
You'll be hit by a wave of need
I'm the God of everything else
You're the God of losing me
Don't need to know where you are
You'll be hit by a wave of need
I'm the God of everything else
You're the God of losing me

And now I follow gray white wolves
In a dream, in a fall
It feels like a cry for help
Wishing I was somebody else
Begging you to love me bad
I watched the way she stands
And the way her hands move
In a shock of you

Don't need to know where you are
You'll be hit by a wave of need
I'm the God of everything else
You're the God of losing me
Don't need to know where you are
You'll be hit by a wave of need
I'm the God of everything else
You're the God of losing me

It was a sake, a sake
Singers loving you
Oh, wake up
Choking dreams of you
Wake up
Crawling through loving you
I'm going everywhere just to get away from you

I go everywhere to get away from you
I've got everything I need
I see clues everywhere but I don't know what for
I've been waiting for the end