"How Far Down Can I Go" lyrics

I've hurt all who loved me they don't understand that my life is out of control
All that really matters is this bottle in my hand how far down can I go
Tonight it's a bottom tomorrow what then anything that brings a happy glow
Once I loved somebody I wish I could again how far down can I go

I'd steal a newsboy's dime for a small glass of wine my hands get to trembling so
I've brought many tears to my mama's eyes how far down can I go
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