"Magic Doors" lyrics

I can't deny what I've become
I'm just emotionally undone
I can't deny, I can't be someone else
When I have tried to find the words
To describe this sense absurd
Try to resist my thoughts, but I can't lie

I'm only losin' myself
My desire I can't hide
No reason I'm alive for

I can't divide or hide from me
I don't know who I'm meant to be
I guess it's just the person that I am
Often I've dreamt that I don't wake
Enjoy the gift of my mistake
But yet again, I'm wrong and I confess

I'm only losin' myself
My desire I can't hide
No reason I'm alive for

I'm only losin' myself
My desire I can't hide
No reason I'm alive for