"Anxiety:Clarity" lyrics

I'm not supposed to be here
I'd rather be running
Never wanted to be here
I question the feelings I feel
Hard to feel it coming
When you don't wanna be here

I don't wanna let go
But everyone's running, running back into the fold
Will the pain bring ya back home
Or find yourself going the way the Buffalo goes

Everyone's running
Like they don't wanna be here
Everyone's running
Like they don't wanna be here
Everyone's running
Like they don't wanna be wanna be here
Everyone running thinking they're gonna be

(Why don't you go to fucking Disneyland
And build a monument to your delusional thinking)

Why don't you go to fucking Disneyland
And build a monument to your delusional thinking

But wait, but wait
There is another breath
Just breathe, there is another breath
Oh yeah, everybody's scared

Heavy games, ah
You can't take this back
Because the present has a past
Now you're stuck here forever

Heavy games, ah
You can't take this back
Because the present has a past
Now you're stuck here forever

Heavy games, ah
You can't take this back
Because the present has a past
Now you're fucked up forever

Now you're fucked up forever
Now you're fucked up forever
Now you're fucked up forever

And before you see that horrible forest fire
You see this massive cloud of smoke
And it's... it's cinematic, it's biblical
In the end does it just become entertainment
Wow that's a fantastic looking fire that's about to sweep through
Me