"If Only" lyrics

If only you knew
If only you knew how we grew, had to get me some food
I had to make the shit move
Shit if only you knew, shit if only you knew
By myself moving loose like I need me some juice
Shit if only you knew, so what you think we choose?
To be poor, shit if only you knew
What I made from that Q and that Q
Put these clothes on my back, can't argue with that
And don't watch what I do
Shit if only you knew how I move to these yutes
In their twos and they'd probably just beef me for views
Or so they can tell man and look cool
Probably blow every re-up on shoes
But whatever keeps you amused, shit if only you knew
How I run down this door, turn your wife to a ho
The house to a bando, shit if only you knew what man know
If only you knew, little fat white ASBO, used to trap with Marlo
Used to run with Fat Mo, used to wear my bats low
Used to be a jail cat, shit you know how that goes
Every single time I'd have to ride it on my Jack Jones
Shit if only you knew how I clocked the whole ting
About to force my way in, two hands on your head
I just came for the bread, skrr-skrr for the red
One time and you're dead, shit if only you knew
About this lifestyle I'm stuck in
On sight when I buck him, free Money, free Chucky
Free Abti, free Nutty, shit if only you knew
I can't find this shit funny cause there's twenty more names
And I smoke like an old-school train
So no doubt there's probably like twenty in some change
If only you knew