"Strangest Dreams" lyrics

I keep having this dream where I'm running so fast
But I just keep going backwards
I'm terrified, running and the floor starts collapsing
I fall through the roof of this house and land on a blue mattress
I search through the house and find a kid all alone in the darkness
He don't say his name but in his eyes there's a sadness
A sadness, you just can't cry but must be destined for badness or greatness
Or both when your mother relapses
Then he disappears, I'm in a chair with this weird kinda fabric
There's a party going on all around me
They weren't tryna let me in but now made 'em 'low me
I'm chilling with Flex and Reece and I'm getting 'em down me
I feel so happy and free then it hits and it suddenly drowns me
I'm fighting for my life but nobody helps me
So I just swim away with some sharks that adopted and found me
I end up an island, finally, I ain't got no one to doubt me
I take in the calm of the ocean
I understand that pain's just suttin I grow from
I take in the trees, there's always couple to smoke from
I take two puff and disappear in the smoke
Then I'm back at nanny's house, putting my coat on
She said, "Someone keeps knocking, asking for a GOAT"

Nanny said, "Why they always knocking at my door?"
I don't know what they wanna know me for
And nanny said, "Why they always knocking at my door?"
Now they wanna give me five years or more
Nanny said, "Why they always knocking at my door?"
Asking for a GOAT, nanny, I'm not sure
Nanny said, "Why they always knocking at my door?
When they don't love you like I love you, I know that's for sure"

I stepped outta nanny's house into a war zone
I tried to turn around, the screw was slamming my door closed
I loaded up my rifle and put it on auto
There's bodies everywhere but I just step over torsos
I'm picking up my pace as I cut through the buildings
I come across a village, it was run by the children
They took me to their chief, I upped my rifle and killed him
And no one even cared, they were standing there filming
I'm running till my feet hurt, I can't even feel them
I come across a stream, I put my feet in and healed them
I drink from this water, I ain't greedy, of course
And I walk through the desert, see a man on a horse
I had my hand on my pen, he had his hand on his sword
I see him dismount, it's like he'd done this before
Then he swung his blade at me with a sickening force
I said, "Let me kill this pussy and deliver his corpse"
Then I felt the evilness and started transforming
I heard my nan calling, then right there, started sand storming
I put my fear to the side and put my pen in his eye
Cah if you die in your dreams then you die in real life
So I jumped on his horse and disappeared in the night

Nanny said, "Why they always knocking at my door?"
I don't know what they wanna know me for
And nanny said, "Why they always knocking at my door?"
Now they wanna give me five years or more
Nanny said, "Why they always knocking at my door?"
Asking for a GOAT, nanny, I'm not sure
Nanny said, "Why they always knocking at my door?
When they don't love you like I love you, I know that's for sure"