"TRAUMA BOND" lyrics

His childhood couldn't have been any better
Mom and dad are still together
A stable job with benefits
We do activities and shit
Like baseball games and family dinners
Checks the boxes, he's a winner
Shame he doesn't know it too
He's a band aid on an open wound

I'm smiling through my teeth
Just staring at the floor
He gives me cavities
Leaves me flowers at the door
I know he's good for me
Maybe that's why I'm so bored

It's not you, it's me

I just need a trauma bond, trauma bond
Hit my weakness, turn me on, turn me on
I'm not trying to sabotage sabotage
But I don't want it if we ain't got that
Trauma trauma trauma bond

I want someone with trust issues
Who makes me cry, then hands me a tissue
Who checks my texts, and makes me manic
Are you damaged? Let me fix you
It's like taking drugs
Cause you're crazy as fuck
But I'm crazy too
Just know when I'm with him I'm thinking of you

I'm smiling through my teeth
Just staring at the floor
If I'm not losing sleep
I don't want him anymore
I know he's good for me
Maybe that's why I'm so bored

I just need a trauma bond, trauma bond
Hit my weakness, turn me on, turn me on
I'm not trying to sabotage sabotage
But I don't want it if we ain't got that
Trauma trauma trauma bond

Trauma trauma trauma bond

I'm not trying to sabotage sabotage
But I don't want it if we ain't got that
Trauma trauma trauma bond

I'm smiling through my teeth
Just staring at the floor
He gives me cavities
Leaves me flowers at the door
I know he's good for me
Maybe that's why I'm so bored