"LORD FORGIVE ME FOR THE PAIN I INFLICT ON MYSELF" lyrics

I feel like I've been overstate for too long
I'ma duck off one day when I get the balls
And they jump off my dick, let me live my life
Ten years in the gate, think I earned my stripes
Will you need to tell me wrong from right?
Pull up my scope, enemies in my sights
Swipe the Visa all night, yes, I'm gambling with my life, baby
Made mistakes that I can't get away from
Lord forgive me for the pain I inflict on myself
When that bullet connect with my brain
I'm sorry that's all I can say, my blood was too thick to be saved
These days I been chasing my grape
Baby Bone lost the grip on this life
Now I'm slippin' away, I'm feignin' away
To never return, so sing it today

I don't wanna be run down, I wanna be somebody one day
A lot of good days, so hard to come by lately
Everybody wanna be famous, nobody genuine, out my face now
Millimeter on my waist, I don't wanna waste away
Wasting days, losin' time, losin' my mind, so hard to find

I don't wanna be run down, I wanna be somebody one day
A lot of good days, so hard to come by lately
Everybody wanna be famous, nobody genuine, out my face now
Millimeter on my waist, I don't wanna waste away
Wasting days, losin' time, losin' my mind, so hard to find

I don't wanna be run down, baby
I don't wanna be run down, baby
I don't wanna be run down, I don't wanna be gunned down
I wanna see the sun go down
I don't wanna be run down, baby
I don't wanna be run down, baby
Baby