"YOU DON'T KNOW ME ANYMORE!" lyrics

I've been sitting in silence
Cause I'm tired of fighting
You got scars that I can't see
Take out all your pain on me
And I've been trying
But it's so one sided
How was it so hard to see
Who I needed you to be?

Let's get it all in the open
You're the reason that I feel so broken
Blacked out, not the best at the coping
No emotion
Just keep going
All I ever want to do is make you proud
I used to cry every night trying make you smile
But I never saw your face up in that crowd
I think it's time for me to say it

I can't keep waiting
For you to come and save me
I'm letting go
I'm on my own
You can call me crazy
But you're the one who made me
That door is closed
I'm not coming back home
You don't know me anymore

You make me overly cautious
And it's getting exhausting
You're the proof that misery
Always need some company
I've been cutting my losses
But let's be honest
You've been gone for centuries
Now it's either you or peace

Let's get it all in the open
You're the reason that I feel so broken
Blacked out, not the best at the coping
No emotion
Just keep going
All I ever want to do is make you proud
I used to cry every night trying make you smile
But I never saw your face up in that crowd
I think it's time for me to say it

I can't keep waiting
For you to come and save me
I'm letting go
I'm on my own
You can call me crazy
But you're the one who made me
That door is closed
I'm not coming back home
You don't know me anymore