"Last Wish" lyrics

A last wish, a last wish
Maybe just one more, just one more kiss
I need to feel closer (Ayo, Ian)

I've been fucked up for a while now
Grandma died, then my soul died, I don't even really wanna smile now
When I went to New York, wish I would've came and seen you
I was too busy puttin' on a face for the fuckin' media
Nigga, R.I.P. to Angie, dead friends, you can't get back
All the thoughts flowin' through my head, it made me wanna push my shit back
Sometimes I'm a bad friend, I don't answer my phone
I do not want no pity, please tell me when I'm wrong
Thinkin' 'bout goin' solo
I've been through pain, I've been through pain and I got nothing to show
This shit feel pointless, and I get emotional
I plant a seed and these tears gon' help it grow
She see in me what I don't even see no more
I saw in you, the shit that you ain't even see in yourself
Fuck all the rules, I'll go to heaven, bring you back here
Wish I could do that, but you gone forever
I should've called your phone, you'd pick up whenever
Huh, call my name in the hospital, that moment was special
Angie living through me, grandma, I'll be your vessel
I know I'm fuckin' up, promise that I'll get better
Don't tell them you changed when you ain't done nothin'
Self reflect, don't deflect, that's the only way to run it
Huh, nigga, fuck the stuntin', I'ma be real
Huh, I've been depressed for years, my friends help me stay here

A last wish
Maybe just one more, just one more kiss
I need to feel closer