"Not What You Think" lyrics

Cover me
Protect me from myself
From my private hell
From deprivation

The mirror speaks
But the reflections lie
I see a different I
My condemnation

Oh here it comes again

I'm not what you think I am
I'm mentally subsidin'
I'm losing it, I'm slidin'

Save me from
The suicidal threat
The gun against my head
The voices calling me

What am I gonna do to stop myself from sinking
How am I gonna chase away the thoughts I'm thinking
How am I gonna stop? My deathwatch ticking
Someone kill the pain, take it away

I'm not what you think I am
I'm mentally subsidin'
I'm losing it, I'm slidin'

I'm not what you think I am
My common sense is broken
Slowly decomposing

The fragments of my sanity
Is all that is left of me
I'm falling off the track
Over and over again

I'm not what you think I am
I'm mentally subsidin'
I'm losing it, I'm slidin'

I'm not what you think I am
My common sense is broken
Slowly decomposing