"I'm Still Lost" lyrics
So what if you blow up? Are you finally gonna tour?
Maybe sign some autographs, be someone that they adore
Well, truthfully I'm nervous when I walk outside the door
I'm extremely introverted in my head, a tug of war
Indecisive, can't deny it, I've been stuck on autopilot
You're avoiding confrontation, you're the type to never mind it
Why you always gotta butt in? This is truly so exhausting
Cause I'm everywhere you go, on your head just like a target
Your relationship is suffering, you gonna let it slide?
I've been thinking bout it lately, you're so tired of the lies
When you found someone who loves you but you cannot make it right
Pushing everyone away, been abandoned my whole life
You can see it in my eyes, I've been fighting such a battle
Yeah you truly look defeated, how much more can you unravel?
Tell me is it really worth it if you never can be happy?
Why you gotta overstep? 'Cause I know you want it badly
Cut the gimmicks, cut the games, we all know you want the fame
But the truth is you don't understand the price you gonna pay
I can make my own decisions, I am pushing through the pain
But inside you're feeling weak, how much more are you gon' take?
Had enough of your attacks, you are making me insane
Sitting on the bathroom floor, tryna pick apart my brain
If you leave this world behind, promise they won't miss a thing
I won't give in, you're not real, know exactly what I bring
Voices inside, can't shut 'em down
You're dead inside, you should give in now
No matter the case, I will be alright
A warrior, fighting for my whole life
You're so hopeless, I can see
Let me end your misery
Dark and gloom surrounding me
I'm still lost, so lost indeed
People say to me I'm the reason they're alive
Had a knife right to their throat ready to go end their life
Maybe you should do the same, no more crying on the mic
Half the messages I get give you chills right down your spine
Quit the lying, no desire, deep inside you hate yourself
I'm still fighting, no denying on the legacy I built
Yeah you blew up off a record but nobody there for help
I'm not selfish? Yeah, you are, you only care about yourself
Put your worth into the numbers when it's good it's going great
But when something doesn't work you turn to someone that you hate
I know God is looking over, yeah he thinks that you're a waste
He forgives he always does for the sins that I have made
You can't take away the pain, no, not even if you tried
But I promise I'm a saint, you're a demon in disguise
I've been trying to do better but that look is in your eyes
Got that love, spell it backwards, got that evil stuck inside
Your own mother doesn't care, she will tell you that she proud
But the truth is she is envious, her head is in the clouds
Why you always come around? She is toxic and you know it
I can't go and shut her out! But you're sick and tired of loathing
Ima block out all distractions, you're not something that I fear
Ain't that funny we're the same when you look into the mirror
I'm just tryna get some peace, can I ever catch a break?
You cannot begin to fathom, guess the worst is coming ay!
Voices inside, can't shut 'em down
You're dead inside, you should give in now
No matter the case, I will be alright
A warrior, fighting for my whole life
You're so hopeless, I can see
Let me end your misery
Dark and gloom surrounding me
I'm still lost, so lost indeed
Maybe sign some autographs, be someone that they adore
Well, truthfully I'm nervous when I walk outside the door
I'm extremely introverted in my head, a tug of war
Indecisive, can't deny it, I've been stuck on autopilot
You're avoiding confrontation, you're the type to never mind it
Why you always gotta butt in? This is truly so exhausting
Cause I'm everywhere you go, on your head just like a target
Your relationship is suffering, you gonna let it slide?
I've been thinking bout it lately, you're so tired of the lies
When you found someone who loves you but you cannot make it right
Pushing everyone away, been abandoned my whole life
You can see it in my eyes, I've been fighting such a battle
Yeah you truly look defeated, how much more can you unravel?
Tell me is it really worth it if you never can be happy?
Why you gotta overstep? 'Cause I know you want it badly
Cut the gimmicks, cut the games, we all know you want the fame
But the truth is you don't understand the price you gonna pay
I can make my own decisions, I am pushing through the pain
But inside you're feeling weak, how much more are you gon' take?
Had enough of your attacks, you are making me insane
Sitting on the bathroom floor, tryna pick apart my brain
If you leave this world behind, promise they won't miss a thing
I won't give in, you're not real, know exactly what I bring
Voices inside, can't shut 'em down
You're dead inside, you should give in now
No matter the case, I will be alright
A warrior, fighting for my whole life
You're so hopeless, I can see
Let me end your misery
Dark and gloom surrounding me
I'm still lost, so lost indeed
People say to me I'm the reason they're alive
Had a knife right to their throat ready to go end their life
Maybe you should do the same, no more crying on the mic
Half the messages I get give you chills right down your spine
Quit the lying, no desire, deep inside you hate yourself
I'm still fighting, no denying on the legacy I built
Yeah you blew up off a record but nobody there for help
I'm not selfish? Yeah, you are, you only care about yourself
Put your worth into the numbers when it's good it's going great
But when something doesn't work you turn to someone that you hate
I know God is looking over, yeah he thinks that you're a waste
He forgives he always does for the sins that I have made
You can't take away the pain, no, not even if you tried
But I promise I'm a saint, you're a demon in disguise
I've been trying to do better but that look is in your eyes
Got that love, spell it backwards, got that evil stuck inside
Your own mother doesn't care, she will tell you that she proud
But the truth is she is envious, her head is in the clouds
Why you always come around? She is toxic and you know it
I can't go and shut her out! But you're sick and tired of loathing
Ima block out all distractions, you're not something that I fear
Ain't that funny we're the same when you look into the mirror
I'm just tryna get some peace, can I ever catch a break?
You cannot begin to fathom, guess the worst is coming ay!
Voices inside, can't shut 'em down
You're dead inside, you should give in now
No matter the case, I will be alright
A warrior, fighting for my whole life
You're so hopeless, I can see
Let me end your misery
Dark and gloom surrounding me
I'm still lost, so lost indeed
